Tmr will mark my first year of housemanship exactly. =)
In a glimpse, yesteryear was just like yesterday. Hurdled through 3 worst postings in Taiping, i felt happie that its over. 3 more to go. On top of it, i felt happie too that i am able to make a change to my patient’s life whether back to cradle or grave.
1 year of working, and suffering definitely had made me a changed person.
Maybe becoz of the workload and stress, there’s less time for me be happie, and it seems that life can’t work without stress. And when there’s stress, there’s no time to be happie..Cut it short, i’m just less happie than before. Perhaps becoz of the workline i am dealing with, human is my main subject. I began to understand more about human nature – the ugly side of it. Not becoz i dun wanna look at the pleasant side of it, but it’s really too few to mention.
Within this 1 year, if i ever granted a wish for a change, i would really ask for a change for KKM trained staff nurses which i think currently at stake. Severely at stake. *sigh*
I keep reminding myself always the reason i chose this line whenever hope’s at the bottom feet of mine(most of the time), and it works. N i hope it stil works for maybe the next 30 yrs i am working. I knew there’s still mountains of hurdles, seas of new things for me to learn, waiting for me to discover or rediscover. At the end of the day, it makes me realise how fast our life can be to meet all ends’ day. A wise man once quoted, “Come what may,and the time cruises easily through the busiest time of all” I fully adhere to it =)