Once a lifetime journey

August 23, 2009 at 1:16 pm (Events, Favourites, Friendship/ Relationship)

5 yrs…5 yrs!!! Damn! Someone pls hit me n tell me that it’s all over. I must be casted by IMU’s mojo throughout these 5 yrs, i woke up this morning still pondering about wardwork, postings, case write-ups which i never tot of ending.. its simply, endless.

Indeed its all over, and facebook reminds me tat its finally over. Uh, my facebook highlights were ALL our pics being painted wit smiles, lavish cheers and of course, mortarboardsss!

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Its all seems like yesterday. Reminiscence of the long 5 yrs had indeed change the most of me.

My journey started in IMU actually caught me offguard for me n family from the beginning. I never even dream of entering a private Uni that time, as all the while my aim was jus into public Uni due to financial constraint. But anyhow, after discussions with family, finally the consensus made me to IMU which is completely new.

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With my half-hearted self settling down into IMU, I still wished to enter public Uni perhaps the nex round of application back then. I started off cheekily, never take my studies seriously, dealing into all sorts of activities filling most of my time in IMU, and on top of it, i never see the day i would be able to grad from IMU.

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Back then in Sem1, all of us were strangers to each other until when the elective came in, when most of us went for our electives in groups to anywhere under the sun. We were so young tat time, even now XD. Together with those bunch of ppl, we came to Land below the Wind, where we got closer with those from KK. Sem 1. It was a good start for me in IMU, and i was thinking, ‘wow, for 6 months of study, i got such a great vacation. IMU isn’t bad afterall’

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Sem 2 and 3 was crucial as what our seniors mentioned. But still ,we managed to have lotsa fun. When i say fun, i really meant it. I spent even more time having fun here n there. Above, we came to visit the Zoo Negara as part of the volunteering programme under Raleigh International.

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I carry myself out of my comfort+shy zone, to challenge myself even further to run for Student Representatives Council for my batch contending with my senior back then who has a prolific background in IMU. Against all odds, i manage to win the seat, surprising most of the ppl in IMU back then. Whether its for good, or bad..i go ahead and try to juggle myself with studies and side activities.

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Not enuf, i even dwell into taekwondo organizing few national tourneys,raising funds under the name of IMU Cares. I tot i was Superman back then. I do really enjoy tkd as sports back then when i still able to stretch myself to max. I got the opportunity to train under our national team coach who trains our very own Olympians, and other national atheletes.

36043045341541l I did also learnt and grew my interest into rather a new sports to me which is volleyball. And, back then we were the hat-trick champs for IMU cup..Dun pray pray k.  Still studies were secondary to the aforementioned. In the end, my negligence to my studies had taken its toll during my sem3 finals.

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I FAILED. Yeap, i hav to resit and manage to merely pass the resit paper. Its not easy to have gone through those period. It brought all my pride to the bottom feet, stepped. It was heart wrecking. But I am glad that it happened and its over.

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I started Sem 4 with new resolution. I did my best to catch up my foundation  that i’ve missed that 2 yrs, while not also forgetting fun. While fun was a taboo for me that time, i managed to join the AMSC 2006 when it was held in Kuala Lumpur. It was an immense occasion to be organized by Malaysia and we are proud that IMU is part of it, small part of it. We were to perform on behalf on Msia on the stage to the Asia countries. Tat’s why for those who read this, cannot recognize us rite?..Cun rite?heheh.

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Semester 5 was rather sad. Most of our 2.5 yrs of friends were to fly off somewhere to complete their own journey for the title Dr. This was taken during my 22nd birthday. I never expect such a huge crowd for a surprise birthday. It was something noteworthy in my life.

Phase 1 ended in a glimpse. A glimpse which filled with fun, responsibilitiesss and accountabilitess, failing and most importantly how to stand on my own feet when the whole world seems to go against the tide.

And so, while half of our original batch,M204 flew across to various continents, another half of us were driven to another town, completely new to us, Seremban for 2 yrs and the last 1/2 yr in Batu Pahat. We learnt the distinguish figure between an academician, and a clinician. We were pressed, pushed, squeezed or whichever word may describe it..in conclusion we were to transformed our mindset to be a functional clinicial the moment we stepped in Sem6. I do really think that Seremban IMU did a considerable great job in transforming us, to be a competent clinician.

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Our days in the clinical schol, were filled with wardwork, seminars, tbls(task based learning) programmes which we never once, stop yearning. We were divided into smaller groups,varying from different semesters. We got to know each other even more, personally. Though our days were cramped with tonnes of workloads, we manage to have fun in between.

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Occasionally, we went to one beach which adjacent to our place we’re staying -Port Dickson beach. This beach confined lotsa good memories for me. We went fishing to chill out ourselves, and so far, our angling record stil kept at best of 0 – neil.

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We do also celebrate our post exam fever at around the beach throwing away all our stresses..but unfortunately, i am their stresses..

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As usual, we carry on the usual routine to celebrates our friends’ birthday.In fact its one of activity that break our heavy schedule for a reunion.  Many of them, and one of them, was the one i will always rmr…Everyone rmrs..hehe

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During our sem8, the honeymoon semester where we delearn again what we’ve learnt in sem6 n 7, tat’s how ppl describe it, i am lucky enuf to had my elective in Scotland. Was there for a month, and i bet the experience is precious. I managed to do some short visit to a few places around Scotland and England during the weekend where some of my friends were studying there.  That pic was taken at Winderemere, around England famous for their fine serene sceneries.

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We had our good time in Kpg Tekir, where we did our health care projects. We did really enjoy ourselves there. All these projects gathers us to be a smaller community, and we learnt so much from each other.

Our stay in Seremban for the 2 yrs was rather much faster than i expected. And then we landed into another new town,called Batu Pahat. Its a complete new life altogether. Portfolios and wardwork were only 2 life essence. We were living day n night with them. Occasionally, there few activities that group us together, again to work for something. Our batch, i wud say is a batch of unity with good camaraderie, when we never fail to provide excellent results, as everyone comes together as one. 

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See, everyone’s so attentive when it comes to batch discussion.

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And even when having fun.

5 yrs of making, we laughed, cheered, and teared together as a batch, through thin and thick. Glancing back, i never thought i would ever gone this far. All the endless run seems to pay off the day when our semester 10 result were announced.

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The future clinicians, of batch C107 shall always remain in my memory forever.

I still think i look better now. A more complete person i am now to face the future. I just dunno how to end this post, but..

Damn, what a journey rite!!!? :)

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C107, shall we?

August 2, 2009 at 12:17 pm (Uncategorized)

C107 shall we..

Look upon the day(7th August’09)  when every single C107 souls painted with smiles of joy,

To step into one’s niche in medicine world for wat we’ve fought for gruelling 5 solid years,

Forget the fear being skipped, and dropped away from the finishing line which awaits  jus in front of our very eyes,

Becoz we are here today, MEANT to cross over it,

We are MEANT for it, C107.

We shall fight all the way, and show how C107 will create another history in this 4 days, as expected…rite?

C107, shall we ??!!

ALL THE BEST AND MAY GOD BLESS C107~ 

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OMG…!!!

July 31, 2009 at 12:54 pm (Uncategorized)

Oh holy..goodness gracious…!!

Its my weight!!!Flabbergasted, Bewildered, Astounded,Staggered…and watever greatness words can offer, I jus can’t believe it!

I jus can’t believe it! I gained 7kg in 6 months!!!!Shit man…Shit. Standing at the 65kg currently, no no, I am not pregnant..i am OVERWEIGHT!!!

My BMI is currently 23.9 which is OVERWEIGHT!!!!

Oh..wat the..

I am stil in active-flabbergasted stage…

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Beautifully Imperfect

July 27, 2009 at 2:44 pm (Favourites)

While i was busy mugging with stress,..Jus like most of u, I oftenly have a side tab of Facebook to make me feel that I’m not alone. So tat, i won’t be keep dumping all the stress on myself.

I came across this video, which strikes my softer side. Well, for minutes i felt I am displaced from those stress. Let’s appreciate the msg behind this video together.

*Its something worth watching..One of the production by our late Yasmin Ahmad for the S’pore Ministry of  Community Development, Youth and Sports 2009

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Adios Batu Pahat…

July 26, 2009 at 3:37 pm (Uncategorized)

No, no, no…I am not quitting yet..jus not yet to quit blogging. Hehe, its been really so long since i blogged. Well, much attributed to my time mismanagement, and sucky slowmyx internet connection and others la.

My latest update, I’d moved back to KL after the short course in Batu Pahat, 6 months, in fact its about 5 months plus only.

I miss Batu Pahat in a way, well, many ways. Much more than Seremban in fact, where i spent 2 years there. Batu Pahat is the last resort  which me n my colleagues gonna spent our last schooling years. A total of 5 solid years of degree, started back in Bukit Jalil, KL. Currently, we’re on 1 week break before our finals next week, the final countdown.

The very last day in Batu Pahat, was the busiest day in the so-called IMU White House. Everyone gushed for their last minute touch-up in their portfolios and handed in.

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See, those usual cam-whores didn even look at mine. Got la..2 there.

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See, all last minute. Hehe..Tat includes me actually.

Well, 5 months and 2 weeks here actually owed quite a lot to few staffs here. IMU staff, who treatead us like one of their family members. If one day i am unemployed, or can’t failed to the finishing line in semester 10, I would be the first person to apply for the vacancy for their job. Damn happening man, their task. tsk tsk. They are the monitors for jokers like us, as we never fail to give them headache. Even to the very last day. HeheDSC00437 Let me introduce the IMU Batu Pahat division crew members. On my left kak Hafizah, Mdm LohLL. The other not in pic one is Abang Fadil. Too bad, can;t get a good pic with him.

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One group random group pic

Lastly, of course i miss my house in back in Batu Pahat. Miss quite a lot. Somehow jus miss la.

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Some how i miss this home.

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My room. Look only can feel the coziness rite? Hehe..

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Last but not least, perhaps the most tat i gonna miss is this table. Its PC table which had served me n my family for 14 years. Aih…

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Oh God..

June 23, 2009 at 3:55 pm (Uncategorized)

Its been awhile I kept in me. I know it perhaps would have stirred ppl who have known me years, perhaps puzzled for how i am  a failure in expressing myself saliently. This is just me, however insofar as i tried to change, i surrendered of how discrepancy meant in this world. There’s no second me, but myself. Some ppl think i’m that, some may think I’m this, and some think that i’ve changed…Yes i agree i”ve changed, but its for good for myself. 

Of late, i’ve been frustrated. Getting easily frustrated of myself, and things that get to me. I wonder why i can’t be just like other ppl to strive wat aimed. Yes, I am comparing myself, but its another view of challenging myself to capture a victory. I cannot make that to happen however much i tried. Idea is there perhaps, but way is incorrect? No, i tried to alter, and each time alter i adhere to it, but to no result. It stil ended up the same. I cannot understand why izzit so hard for me to achieve wat others can achieve. Am i being too absorbed by the imitations of others that i lost my self’s steps? I am not sure..

I lost my self dignity and lost of respect to myself.  It deteriorates, til to a level of confidence which welcomes oppression others on me. I grow become weaker n weaker. Yes i am aware, but i’ve already trapped in this hole. A hole which no one is able to get me out. Yes yes, there is one – myself.

Exams is around the corner, and I am still pondering of how am i going to get through this. I did look beyond that once a while, but still ultimately it comes to this dot- exam. Only i realise those are yet for me to think about..Stil loads of uncertainties.

Ppl say growing to be man is difficult. It can’t be learnt overnight and by teaching. Its by self experience. I agree to 101%. Perhaps i hope i am right by not self-comforting that i am in the process of doing so.

Oh god,I do believe in You. I admit all these had shuddered my believe in You. My gut feelings tells me to hang on believing in You…

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But, I am not sure how long i can hang on…

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Abang Lukman

May 26, 2009 at 4:01 pm (Events, Favourites)

This post supposed to be up by last week, but its better to be here than none…

Okay, as i’d promised Abang Lukman when i was away in Tioman i promised this Indonesian chap to promote his ‘warong’ at my blog, though my blog isn’t a preeminent one. At least, it is my appreciation for providing us a sumptous meal for one of the nite.

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This is Abang Lukman, an Indonesian who had been serving regular Tioman customers with his bbq dinner beside a Chinese restaurant called Sarang Restaurant. Its located in Tekek Village,Tioman where we stayed. The pic as u can see, he operates everyday 7/7  ,6pm-9pm only.

We managed to bog on his ‘warong‘ the 2nd nite of stay and it was really satisfying.

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One of the fish which i’ve forgotten its name, n it costs us RM7. It isn’t tat pricey considering an average of 1 plate fried rice costs us rm10 for other restaurant.

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Freshly grilled, toned to perfection’s Calamari.

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Local vegetables, a simple cabbage, with carrot..a simple one, yet felling. Even i can cook this, proudly. hehe

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This ‘ikan tiga rasa’, sealed our dinner to perfection with its sweet, sour and spicy taste. 2 thumbs up for this.

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Well, perhaps his abang lukman’s personality is the key for his consistent attraction of customers.

 

All in all, our dinner sums to around rm15 per pax, and seriously guys, its worth for a go, in case u happened to stay over at Kampung Tekek for Tioman vacation.

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T-I-O-M-A-N

May 15, 2009 at 4:54 pm (Events)

Final semester..and so what? Mugging as we supposed to?…Nah…

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4 of us,me,Buttock, Christina, and TekJee  geared up and headed to east of peninsular’s island called..Tioman.

 

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Of all the villages in Tioman, we resided in Tekek, a minute one but yet the most civilised one. Choosing to stay over there isn’t merely coz of the its development of course, but to realise my 3 years steadfast dream to –be a diver, before i graduate. 

Tekek is one of the villages tat provides most diving activities by few of the diving centres located at around that area. Its a 4 days 3 nites course by Tioman Dive Centre  affliated under PADI(Professional Association of Diving Instructor).

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We stayed in Babura Seaview Resort which located just a stone throw away from Tioman Dive Centre, but there’s one more adjacent to it which is Swiss Cottage which located a stone blow away from it. Babura offered us a more economy price than the latter.

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For the 4 days, we were attached to Tioman Dive Centre, a small cottage, well i didn expect tat to be tat small, operated mostly by Caucasians who believed in their quality they provied more than the price. Well, i wouldn’t disagree.

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The 4 days, me n Christina were packed with the schedules to complete the course while TekJee and Gordon were there for their leisure dives. We filled our days there upmost important to stay away from our books by doing filling ourselves not only with diving but some other leisure activites. I’ll let the pics to do more elaboration.

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Just like driving lessons, we kicked off our course with listening to the theoretical lessons..which bored me to death. It reminds me of the CSU videos very much..

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While me n Christina were suffering from the boredom, the other 2 guys seems to be in extreme joy and fun with with diving and…hehe eh hem hem, mind me to introduce our new friends majoring in marine science from UKM doing their electives for 2 months, on the left Keat, and right from up to bottom Rachel, Alice Siew Ling, and Michelle ( mind me if there’s mistakes with spelling).

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We did some footworks too with the football, with other divers over there while appreciating the serene sunset.

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Awesome, isn’t it?!

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Great snap courtesy of TekJee…

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I’ll be a dead happy man to stay dead there if every morning, this is wat i see..lol

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A new discovery in Tioman. Real human sculpture on coconut tree.

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To keep ourselves busy away from reminded by our books again, at night we did have our programmes as well.

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Fishing..Being an environment friendly person..its a catch n release angling. hehe..konon..release into our stomach perhaps.

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One of the night view of the Marina Bay…Where we met someone interesting.

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His name is Leo, and he’s been sailing since 2007 after his retirement from NewZealand.  His first catch comes to us when we were asking him where’s he from..He answered, “I’m from this ship”..He’s been practically staying on his ship for the past 2 years doing what he is passionat about – sailing. He shared loads of interesting stories with us and as youngster, he really opened our eyes to the world.

 

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One of members, Giddy Buttock Gordie Pang unfortunately sliped down gracefully on one of the stairs during fishing, fortunately he doesnt go for another skin diving. Gotta dressed up in Klinik Kesihatan. Latest update, he is as fit as fiddle, diving as swift as dolphine underwater. Cool..cool..lol 

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We the guys did some strumming now and then at night to keep ourselves entertained.

 

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A post confined water diving we did. Tat’s Christina at the right end.

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AAhh..i think we were cursed before life with exams…Even now and then, there’s exam here!!Can’t believe that. I scored horrendously..as usual..hehe.

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Let me introduce the man behind everything i am for, for this trip. His name is Richard, tall and hunky South African and he is our instructor. He goes every of his word with..’cool..cool’..everything’s cool for him. If anyone see this, pls show to him as my gratitude to him..Man, u gotta cut down ur smoking..its not cool. Thanks Richard :p

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My extreme yeng-ness…And so..tat’s our first open diving that i am gonna do in my entire life with this team of ppl.

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The well demarcated strawberry-vanilla line…Its turning to chocolate-vanilla soon…lol..

I am looking forward for another diving trip soon. Hopefully Sipadan will be my next one. Am really looking forward that!Anyone interested???

*All the pics are courtesy of TekJee. Being  generous guy, he doesn’t mind i use his pics to post here..lol

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Random updates

May 2, 2009 at 4:18 pm (Random-ness)

Again, i abondoned my blog, chronicly.

Been very occupied with bulk of works in and out from hospital. I am currently posted to the obstetric and gynaecology, a real BLOODY busy posting. I really meant it, bloody 5 weeks long dealing with blood, blood and blood.

Well, i wasn’t actually growling  though. This posting prepared me a closer view on how i am surviving later on during my housemanship. One of the highlights here,is this oncall thingy. We got this on-call which require us to oncall until 5 am the next morning and then proceed to the next day of normal work. It wasn’t really tat bad though.

Time passed really fast here, and counting down from here, its a mere 12 weeks away from the finals. Gosh, its really fast.

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Vegetative Vegetable

March 30, 2009 at 1:39 pm (Random-ness)

Lecturer :*on serious note*  What are the features of brain stem stroke?

Anxious student : Pt will look like vegetable.

Lecturer : *Short pause*……

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