Belated Thanks for my Belated Birthday..
Uh, wat a long pause. Am gonna give the same reason again for not updating my blog, not replying those comments..am jus so rude,i knoe.Forgive me..Anyway, i would really like to take this opportunity in this post to express my upmost gratitude to everyone who had made my 23rd Birthday a noteworthy occasion to be remembered. Its bit late i knoe, but i can;t help it la. Was so suppressed wit the darn stress of my Paeds end of posting assessment, plus the day after exam, i got to rushed down to S’pore for X’mas countdown, in fact i jus came bac here last 2 days.
17th December was D’ day..The second time i am celebrating in Seremban with bunch of extra-ordinary friends who made their effort to celebrate my 23rd birthday. It was beyond mere words for me to express my sheer thankfulness to all of u all for the surprises, wishes via smses, facebook,friendster, call, birthday gifts, and birthday cards. Pardon me again, if i’ve not reply u guys via facebook yet. Am not good in expressing feelings, i was really stone touched that day. Was really moved and felt blessed wit ppl around me.
My new babe…
These wud had redeem my sexiness in me again after living for 23 yrs!!lol..
Fine ties for me to look more smarter.
Birthday cardsss.
Not forgetting a Zara t-shirt and S&K t-shirt..Just in time for the coming Chinese New Year..
Thanks again everyone!!!!
Something is wrong..
I got my result today for my surgery posting. I managed to pass both papers fairly. No big fuss over the results tat was out for my batch, everyone seems pleased wit their respective result. But not me.
This time, i’m very disappointed. Suddenly, everything to me just doesn’t work. Everything tat i’ve sacrificed for. working hard and hoping for a better change but always…always to no prevail,just never once. I just don understand, this isn’t the first time tat i’ve tried to change. Each time i try to work on it by analyzing the core culprit to start wit, but still i never got to anywhere..just never! This melancholy has always lingers around in me, tat keep me frustrated of myself always. Am i just tat useless???or izzit such existence of blardyfool destiny saying tat my destiny towards my ambition is full of torns, is real?
The feeling at such are really sucky…sucks to the max. Especially when all ur hardwork, n ur intention doesn’t tally wit ur expectation and aim. I never put my expectation high at all, as i’m aware of my ability. I just hate it man…i keep asking myself, till when i can go till when the day came to show me something;s change for the better, and at least to show tat i’m on the right track rather than being stagnant always, or fade down the line.. sigh…
Am just tat useless u see….*spit*
What animals like bout me…
My recent visit to Malacca, apart from binging the typical Nynonya food, Satay Celup, Chicken BALL Rice..I noticed something in me which can be quite attractive..
So..tat’s result of eating the Chicken Ball Rice…
:p
Paeds Dilemma
4 weeks of surgery had ended, much like Bolt. Speeding through in tat period was something quite productive as i personally think that i gained more insight of wat it takes to be a surgeon roughly. Something which i’ll consider as one of my future alternatives if possible.
Anyways, moving on is now paediatrics. Another 4 weeks to go. It is somehow a quantum of quirk and twist tat i’m yet to adapt thogh been a week going through, not forgetting the 5 weeks tat i’ve been through during semester 7 and also 4 weeks in Edinburgh. I wudn’t deny that i love kids, toddlers which usually left my cubit marks on their cheek especially those who are exceptionally chubby. To learnt and understand this field, and loving kids are both different elements altogether. I find it a challenge to master the acumen in this field. But challenge can sometimes be quite demising when failure to achieve the end of result overcome the feeling of taking it as a challenge itself.
Aih, struggling hard to shrug off those pessimism in me these days…
